Victoria 4th March 2012

love and light sun moon and stars rainbows and faith so hard was it dad to watch you leave this world knowing that for many years did you suffer alone with abandanment and fear. i dont know how this happend i saw it all to late you didnt have to feel alone cause im your daughter and your soul mate. you let me think you didnt need me until it was to late. dont know y we driffted for so long dad i was never far away your little girl has always been hear whatever they did say. you know it now though its a fact cause we shared thoese final days . you held on with all you are so that all your chidren may remember who they are and who we are begins with you my beautiful dad so greatful to your memory each and every day thanks to you dad i have got now each and every day and i can smile again thankyou dad you are truley amazing and i feel so very blessed to have you as my dad . take youer childrens love where ever you go and know that allyson,carl,russell,and your rat bag skally wag victoria are allways within . all the world and 50p be seein you soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx